Friday, May 09, 2008

Made a small (big to me) change today...

I had a few extra minutes before I had to be somewhere today and I decided to go to the bank and take Brian's name off my checks. I hadn't planned to do that. It just felt like a good time to do it. As I was telling the lady what I wanted to do I had some sadness because it felt like I was erasing him out of my life. I know that is irrational, but that's the way it felt for just a few minutes. He's not coming back. He won't be needing to write checks on my account....but for some reason it has taken almost three years to do that.

It's done. I feel ok about it. Just kind of a weird thing to do on my day off.

Life is moving forward....and so am I.

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