I'm....so....tired

I'm worn down, worn out and hanging by a thread.

Yesterday was a rollecoaster ride.

I didn't sleep much last night.

I couldn't turn my mind off.

I'm worn out from trying to spin all the Christmas plates.

I'm heartbroken for my nephew who made some bad choices and now his whole life has changed.

I'm sad that I am alone. I don't like being alone.

I'm grateful (and proud) that I found out I made an "A" in my statistics class...but have struggled to process some other stuff related to school.

I'm frustrated that I spent 2.5-3 hours dealing with an issue with two of my volunteers. At the end, there was no resolution, no compromise and my head was splitting.

If it could go wrong yesterday it did. The only thing good about yesterday was the email from my statistics professor.

I'm trying to keep things in perspective. I seem to be really struggling with perspective these days. I've even wondered if maybe I am depressed. I just feel "off" and can't seem to find my perspective. The reality is that things are pretty good.....so, why do I feel so bummed?

Tomorrow should be a fun day. Santa Claus comes to our house tonight because we travel over Christmas. I got the kids a puppy for Christmas...yikes! Should be interesting...they have no clue. They have been wanting another dog for a long time and I have said no. For whatever reason, I caved this week.

Here's to an exciting tomorrow.....