Birthday Bucket List Trip

I have a million thoughts rolling through my head. I am trying to remember all the funny things the kids said on our trip....they were quite entertaining. Here are a few:

Braden (as we were walking through a casino to get to the waterpark): There sure are a LOT of people here WASTING their money....(in his loud and animated voice).

Lexi (as were riding in a bus in Nassau): There's black people everywhere here. (She got a multi-cultural lecture from me...brought her to tears, but it was funny how she said it)

Braden (as we were watching the Alaadin show with belly dancers): MOM, I think they are wearing some UNAPPROPRIATE clothes down there (said loudly so everyone around us could hear, at least it felt that way)

Braden (as people in front of us were taking pictures when they weren't supposed to): MOM, THEY AREN"T SUPPOSED TO TAKE PICTURES....THEY ARE TAKING PICTURES, MOM....(luckily, I think they didn't speak English because they never turned around and didn't quit taking pictures)

There were some more but I can't remember them right now...will come back and edit later.

SO, I "felt" like a super hero today. There is a difference between actually "being a superhero" and "feeling like one"...I'm not one, but I did feel it today. Packing suitcases, checking in suitcases, getting off the ship, catching a bus to the airport, renting a car all by myself, driving around Orlando all by myself, getting back to the airport all by myself, turning in the rental car, doing the security shuffle (that will kill you if you aren't careful!), hopping a train to the terminal, flying in an airplane with 3 rambunctious kids, picking up baggage, catching a "terminal link" to get to the parking garage where I parked, finding the car immediately (I took a pic of where I parked with my phone so I'd know what level, what garage and what space), finding my way out of the airport maze and driving home....Now, THAT makes me feel like a superhero! I think I counted 7 forms of transportation in the past 12 hours. And, there was very little emotional collateral damage...no lost items or children...and we came home with some money in our pocket.

I'd say, it was a good trip.

There was one point in the trip when I found myself overcome with emotion. I was watching my kids floating in an innertube in a glass enclosed waterslide through a tank of live sharks and it hit me....unexpectedly...my thought was this, "God, why do I get to do these things with my kids...why have you been so good to ME to allow ME to be here, with them...why doesn't Brian get to see this?" It wasn't an angry thought...it was a profoundly grateful moment when I realized our life is good and sweet and I am blessed to be able to make memories with my kids. I don't deserve all the fun times and memories we are making. I really don't.

And then....the kids came squealing out of the water telling me all about what they saw and begging me to go with them....and so, I did.....and I have to say, it was one of the COOOLEST waterslides I have ever ridden.....

For a wonderful week...and another item to check off my bucket list....I'm grateful.